Post Halloween.......

"Yall make sure you don't eat ANY CANDY til we check it!" screamed the fat man through the crowd. The kids that didn't ignore him look back with disgust as they clench their candy bags tighter. Their little minds think only that he wants to sift through their candies to pick his cut, using a safety check as an excuse.
OK, so as you can gather I went trick-or-treating with some friends and their kids last night. It was a looonnnngggg walk. It brought back a few memories of the times I did it when I was younger. I even took the bag up to a door myself.

I thought over and over about the candy while I was walking. I kept asking myself if it would be OK to grab a piece from the kids. I had already had a few peices before we left the house....and like little pieces of bacon to a hungry dog, I was sniffin for more. I kept wondering about how great of a day it is for strangers and neighbors to rally together and pass out candy to others for NO apparent reason! I wondered if that hurt the fact that kids are unhealthy in such large numbers. I wondered if I could eat the candy so the kids wouldnt be unhealthy! lol. Then I realized that for the most of the walk all I could think about was eating candy! Even though I wasnt eating any....I thought countinously about what portion I could grab....How much I would eat. LOL, I even got to a point where I was walking around in awe that people were so generous to hand out candy.....knowing that i would be rolling around in it throwing it in the air letting it rain on me like.

We walked so long that everyone was tired and soar. I came to the house, leaving ALL the candy with the kids. I am happy to say that I didnt eat ONE peice of candy the day after halloween. I know I have the 'Lose 30lbs" thing goin b4 my bday at the end of the year, but I know Im gonna eat candy. and me saying it and writing it here will be the allowance for me to do just that. lol. its crazy.

I went walking today. It went smooth. I said I would walk later tonite too just to help counteract that chicken i been eatin' on ALL day! lol. lol.

Today Ive eaten baked chicken, ramen noodles, and kool aid. thats been the only thing all day. I dont have groceries and i had to make myself NOT go out for fast food. especially since church's chicken is the closest thing.