UGH! Its not fair that it takes sooo much more effort to remove the stuff that it takes only moments to add. I want pancakes! I want sausage. I want.......Hell, I dont care, just gimme somethin to eat! lol. Its ironic that I want to lose weight. Ive PSYCH'D myself into thinking that each day would be a breeze and its truly not. I said I would lose 30lbs b4 the end of the year and I will. I feel like Im losing now. But rest assured thats ONLY cause I have no groceries. This weekend when I go shopping may bring about different results. I havent went out to eat as much this week and thats a BIG accomplishment. All day everyday Im thinking about food more and more. Its like the more I try and NOT think about it...the more i do. Food, Food, Food. Apparently I need more going on in my life. Cause I see now, Food has the starring role as of now.
I did a 2+ mile walk this morning. I hated that I didn't do anything yesterday so I had to get out and hit the pavement. I pushed myself for sure. Im proud that I got that walk done. I look forward to more. Just wish I could look back over my shoulder and see a trail of fat coming off, and not a trail of candy paper and drive thru trash.
Lets see what lies ahead.
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